a pet peacock with a ten-foot tail. Peter wore a golden robe that glittered
so brightly that when he walked through the sunflowers they turned
away from the sun to face him. When Peter was ready to go to sleep, the
peacock spread his magnificent tail, enfolding the boy gently like a closing
go-to-sleep flower, burying him in the glorious iridescent, rustling
vortex. Yes, I must admit it. Doodle could beat me lying.
Doodle and I spent lots of time thinking about our future. We
decided that when we were grown we’d live in Old Woman Swamp and
pick dog-tongue for a living. Beside the stream, he planned, we’d build us
a house of whispering leaves and the swamp birds would be our chickens.
All day long (when we weren’t gathering dog-tongue) we’d swing through
the cypresses on the rope vines, and if it rained we’d huddle beneath an
umbrella tree and play stickfrog. Mama and Daddy could come and live
with us if they wanted to. He even came up with the idea that he could
marry Mama and I could marry Daddy. Of course, I was old enough to
know this wouldn’t work out, but the picture he painted was so beautiful
and serene that all I could do was whisper Yes, yes.
Once I had succeeded in teaching Doodle to walk, I began to believe
in my own infallibility, and I prepared a terrific development program
for him, unknown to Mama and Daddy, of course. I would teach
him to run, to swim, to climb trees, and to fight. He, too, now believed
in my infallibility, so we set the deadline for these accomplishments less
that a year away, when, it had been decided, Doodle could start to school.
That winter we didn’t make much progress, for I was in school and
Doodle suffered from one bad cold after another. But when spring came,
rich and warm, we raised our sights again. Success lay at the end of summer
like a pot of gold, and our campaign got off to a good start. On hot
days, Doodle and I went down to Horsehead Landing, and I gave him
swimming lessons or showed him how to row a boat. Sometimes we
descended into the cool greenness of Old Woman Swamp and climbed
the rope vines or boxed scientifically beneath the pine where he had
learned to walk. Promise hung about us like the leaves, and wherever we
looked, ferns unfurled and birds broke into song.
That summer, the summer of 1918, was blighted. In May and June
there was no rain and the crops withered, curled up, then died under the
thirsty sun. One morning in July a hurricane came out of the east, tipping
over the oaks in the yard and splitting the limbs of the elm trees.
That afternoon it roared back out of the west, blew the fallen oaks
around, snapping their roots and tearing them out of the earth like a
hawk at the entrails of a chicken. Cotton bolls were wrenched from the
stalks and lay like green walnuts in the valleys between the rows, while the
cornfield leaned over uniformly so that the tassels touched the ground.
Doodle and I followed Daddy out into the cotton field, where he stood,
shoulders sagging, surveying the ruin. When his chin sank down onto his
chest, we were frightened, and Doodle slipped his hand into mine. Suddenly
Daddy straightened his shoulders, raised a giant knuckle fist, and
with a voice that seemed to rumble out of the earth itself began cursing
the weather and the Republican Party. Doodle and I prodding each other
and giggling, went back to the house, knowing that everything would be
all right.
And during that summer, strange names were heard through the
house: Château-Thierry, Amiens, Soissons, and in her blessing at the
supper table, Mama once said, “And bless the Pearsons, whose boy Joe
was lost at Belleau Wood.” So we came to that clove of seasons. School
was only a few weeks away, and Doodle was far behind schedule. He
could barely clear the ground when climbing up the rope vines, and his
swimming was certainly not passable. We decided to double our efforts,
to make that last drive and reach our pot of gold. I made him swim until
he turned blue. and row until he couldn’t lift an oar. Wherever we went, I
purposely walked fast, and although he kept up, his face turned red and
his eyes became glazed. Once, he could go no further, so he collapsed on
the ground and began to cry.
“Aw, come on, Doodle,” I urged. “You can do it. Do you want to be
different from everybody else when you start school?”
“Does it make any difference?”
“It certainly does,” I said. “Now, come on,” and I helped him up.
As we slipped through dog days, Doodle began to look feverish, and
Mama felt his forehead, asking him if he felt ill. At night he didn’t sleep
well, and sometimes he had nightmares, crying out until I touched him
and said, “Wake up, Doodle. Wake up.”
It was Saturday noon, just a few days before school was to start. I
should have already admitted defeat, but my pride wouldn’t let me. The
excitement of our program had now been gone for weeks, but still we
kept on with a tired doggedness. It was too late to turn back, for we had
both wandered too far into a net of expectations and left no crumbs behind.
Daddy, Mama, Doodle, and I were seated at the dining-room table
having lunch. It was a hot day, with all the windows and doors open in
case a breeze should come. In the kitchen Aunt Nicey was humming
softly. After a long silence, Daddy spoke. “It’s so calm, I wouldn’t be surprised
if we had a storm this afternoon.”
“I haven’t heard a rain frog,” said Mama, who believed in signs, as
she served the bread around the table.
“I did,” declared Doodle. “Down in the swamp-”
“He didn’t,” I said contrarily.
“You did, eh?” said Daddy, ignoring my denial.
“I certainly did,” Doodle reiterated, scowling at me over the top of
his iced-tea glass, and we were quiet again.
Suddenly, from out in the yard, came a strange croaking noise.
Doodle stopped eating, with a piece of bread poised ready for his mouth,
his eyes popped round like two blue buttons.
“What’s that?” he whispered.
I jumped up, knocking over my chair, and had reached the door
when Mama called, “Pick up the chair, sit down again, and say excuse
me.”
By the time I had done this Doodle had excused himself and had
slipped out into the yard. He was looking up into the bleeding tree. "It’s a
great big red bird!" he called.
The bird croaked loudly again, and Mama and Daddy came out
into the yard. We shaded our eyes with our hands against the hazy glare
of the sun and peered up through the still leaves. On the topmost branch
a bird the size of a chicken, with scarlet feathers and long legs, was
perched precariously. Its wings hung down loosely, and as we watched, a
feather dropped away and floated slowly down through the green leaves.
“It’s not even frightened of us,” Mama said.
“It looks tired,” Daddy added. “Or maybe sick.”
Doodle’s hands were clasped at his throat, and I had never seen him
stand still so long. “What is it it?” he asked.
Daddy shook his head. “I don’t know, maybe it’s-”
At that moment the bird began to flutter, but the wings were uncoordinated,
and amid much flapping and a spray of flying feathers, it
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