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于是潜水一个月后咱终于有个比较像样的成果出来了
本来想做出霄暗与晓光两张主题专辑的
可是最后的精力就全部投入霄暗主题当中了= =
一开始想把这张专辑做成由许多小故事串联而成，仿佛亡灵的泣诉一般的猎奇向
不过不明真相的群众听完后纷纷表示十分治愈=口=
于是重新整理了剧情大纲砍掉重练了
故事相当的简单易懂，在这里就不说破了
请根据BK慢慢品味吧
虽然主题相当地黑暗
不过曲调却出人意料地悦耳耐听呢
所以听不懂眉毛语的各位就把它当治愈系听吧
另外，本专辑包含有隐藏曲目
天真地认为最后是HE的同学要多加小心~

歌曲列表
曲目/曲名/语种/演唱者/出自专辑
001- Innocent Moon【intro】/纯音乐/Akira Yamaoka/Silent Hill3 OST
002-cold water【放逐】/英语/Damien Rice/0
002-HeavenPlease【祈祷】/英语/Devics/My beautiful sinking ship
02-SONG OF SAYA   I-【序】/纯音乐/ZIZZ STUDIO/Saya.no.Uta OST
003-Beauty is Within us【自卑】/英语/Scott Matthew/Stand Alone Complex OST
003-Room of Angel【冷漠】/英语/Mary Elizabeth McGlynn/Silent Hill4 OST
004- they watch with closed eyes【彷徨】/古英语/Autumn Tears/LOVE POERMS FOR DYING CHILDREN：ACT I
004-One More Soul To The Call【蜕变】/英语/Mary Elizabeth McGlynn/Silent Hill5 OST
04-THE LAST ANGEL【破】/纯音乐/Studio Kimigabuchi/TAKE.RE-TAKE.OST
005 -I Want Love (Studio Mix)【索求】/英语/Mary Elizabeth McGlynn/Silent Hill3 OST
005-rootless tree【背叛】/英语/Damien Rice/9
006-IS it real【崩坏】/英语/Scott Matthew/SEATBELTS Ask DNA
006-No one is there【孤立】/英语/Sopor Aeternus/Dead Lovers' Sarabande face t
06-GOD BLESS【急】/纯音乐/Studio Kimigabuchi/TAKE.RE-TAKE.OST
007- so cold 【救赎】/英语/Breaking Benjamin/WE ARE NOT ALONE
007-bring me to life【共鸣】/英语/Evanescence/Daredevil Soundtrack
008-“Libera Me” From Hell【觉醒】/英语/岩崎琢/「天元突破グレンラガン」BEST SOUND
008-Broken Wings【归乡】/英语+日语/种ともこ/圣魔之血 ED
封绘




001-intro·无垢之月
冰冷，麻木
彻骨的寒意侵蚀着心灵
乐园的轮廓已经模糊
伊甸的大门已永远闭锁
肉体不断沉沦着
笔直地堕入深渊
默默地注视着这些的
只有那无垢之月……

002-cold water【放逐】/英语/Damien Rice/0
Cold, cold water surrounds me now
冷，冰冷的水正包围在我周围
And all I've got is your hand
我唯一能抓住的是你的手
Lord, can you hear me now?
主啊，你能听见我么？
Lord, can you hear me now?
主啊，你能听见我么？
Lord, can you hear me now?
主啊，你能听见我么？
Or am I lost?
难道我已迷失？
Love one's daughter
爱上某人的女儿
Allow me that
允许我吧
And I can't let go of your hand
我不能放开你的手
Lord, can you hear me now?
主啊，你能听见我么？
Lord, can you hear me now?
主啊，你能听见我么？
Or am I lost?
难道我已迷失？
Cold, cold water surrounds me now
冷，冰冷的水正包围在我周围
And all I've got is your hand
我不能放开你的手
Lord, can you hear me now?
主啊，你能听见我么？
Lord, can you hear me now?
主啊，你能听见我么？
Lord, can you hear me now?
主啊，你能听见我么？
Or am I lost?
难道我已迷失？

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002-HeavenPlease【祈祷】/英语/Devics/My beautiful sinking ship
heaven please
I have fallen
on my knees and out of your arms
take me back
I am good now
heaven please
I have given
everything to sing for you
give some back
love now
what's the game
please stop pretending
that you don't hear me
heaven please
come down and save me
and bring that man to me
heaven please
I've been walking
gates whose entrance I am denied
let me in
let me in now
heaven sweet
I am calling
at your feet I been true to you
paid my due's say
I'm through now
la la la la la...
上帝，求求你
上帝，求求你
我已沉沦
双膝跪地，跌落在你的庇佑之外
请让我回去，此刻我是如此虔诚
上帝，求求你
我已付出一切
为你吟唱神圣的赞歌
请给我些许回报，请赐我爱情
这是一场怎样的游戏？
请您别再假装没有听见我的祈祷
上帝，求求你
下凡来拯救我
把我的爱人带到我的身旁
上帝，求求你
我久久徘徊在
那扇将我拒之门外的门扉前
请让我进入，现在就进去
亲爱的上帝
我在你的脚边呼唤
我是如此的虔诚
请赐予我应得的
请说，我可以穿过这扇门
啦，啦，啦，啦…… 

02-序·躁动之暗
原先完美无瑕的白色羽翼
如今只剩下了破败不堪的灰色残根
那畸形的身躯
不知被多少人嘲笑鄙夷
原本纯洁无垢的灵魂
在人群的唾骂诅咒中扭曲变形
那躁动的霄暗
如同腐败的霉菌一般滋生蔓延着……

003-Beauty is Within us【自卑】/英语/Scott Matthew/Stand Alone Complex OST
O mother dear
Look what you've done
To your forlorn and once beloved son
Why was I born at all?
O mother dear
I'm such a freak
A mutant man, a woman underneath
Why was I born at all?
It's you I blame for all the shame
This anguish and this aching
The mirror turned against the wall
Myself despised, forsaken
*You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose "
You say, " Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark and ugly
O mother dear
I curse you so
For breathing life into your wretched son
Why were you born at all?
O mother dear
I love you so
O please forgive this anger in my soul
Without you I'm alone
It's me who's been eternally damned
Trapped inside this cage, a ruined man
All damaged and depraved
O mother dear
This misery
Has settled like a stain upon my skin
-a vast unspoken sin
And my mistake is much too late
But your mistake was trusting
That out of grief, a goodness comes
And love comes out of lusting
*repeat
You say, "Beauty is within us, your mother knows"
"There's a beauty that's within us, just like a rose "
You say,"Beauty is within us, so let it grow"
But it's grown so dark I can not see you anymore
"O beauty is within us, mother knows"
"O beauty is within us, like a rose"
"O beauty is within us, let it grow"
O mother dear, let me out of here!
美在人心
哦亲爱的母亲
看看您对自己那曾经被爱
又遭遗弃的儿子做过什么？
我降生此世究竟为了什么？
哦亲爱的母亲
我是如此怪诞
畸变的男子，底层的女人
我降生此世究竟为了什么？
我为这所有的羞辱责备您
还有这所有的悲苦和痛楚
镜子调转，靠向墙壁
我被轻视，孤独一人
*您说：“你妈妈知道，美在我们内心”
“像一朵玫瑰，有一种美在我们内心”
您说：“让它成长吧，既然美在人心”
可它却长得如此暗淡丑陋
哦亲爱的母亲
我深深诅咒您
只为您所赐的这可悲生命
您令我诞生究竟为了什么？
哦亲爱的母亲
我深深爱着您
请宽恕我发自灵魂的愤怒
离开您我在世间无依无靠
受到这永恒诅咒的人是我
被毁的男人，被牢笼捕获
所有一切都已损毁，堕落
哦亲爱的母亲
这场人间悲剧
像扎根在我皮肤上的污点
——深重却又难言的罪行
我的大错悔之晚矣
您的错误却在轻信
超越悲痛善意总会降临
纵欲之中也能生出爱情
*repeat
您说：“你妈妈知道，美在我们内心”
“像一朵玫瑰，有一种美在我们内心”
您说：“让它成长吧，既然美在人心”
可它却长得如此暗淡，令我再也见不到您
“哦妈妈知道，美在我们内心”
“哦像朵玫瑰，美在我们内心”
“哦让它成长，既然美在人心”
哦让我逃出这里，亲爱的母亲！

003-Room of Angel【冷漠】/英语/Mary Elizabeth McGlynn/Silent Hill4 OST
You lie, silent there before me .   你静静地躺在那里
Your tears, they mean nothing to me.   你的眼泪   对我没有意义
The wind, howling at the window   风在窗外哭啼
The love you never gave,   爱 你从未给过我的
I give to you -really don't deserve it -   我给了你 你确实不值得
but now, there's nothing you can do   但是现在 你已无能为力
So sleep in your only memory   所以睡吧 在你唯一的记忆里
And weep, my dearest mother   并且哭泣吧 我最爱的母亲
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, (goodbye)   一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见
It was always you that I despised   我对你 只有鄙夷
I don't feel enough for you to cry, (oh my)   我不值得为你哭泣 我爱的人
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, (goodbye goodbye)...   一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见
So insignificant   多么微不足道
Sleeping dormant deep inside of me   静静地沉睡在我身体里
Are you hiding away, lost Under the sewers   你藏起来了吗   走丢了吧   在下水道里
Maybe flying high In the clouds   又或许在云里飞翔
Perhaps you're happy without me   或许没有我 你会快乐
So many seeds have been sown on the field   那么多种子已经被播种在田野里
And who could sprout up so blessedly if I had died   只要我死了 它们将幸福地发芽
I would have never felt sad at all   我一点都不该感到悲伤
You will not hear me say I'm sorry   即使你听不见我说 对不起
Where is the light Wonder if it's weeping somewhere   光在哪里？想知道它是不是在哪里哭泣
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye   一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见
It was always you that I despised   我对你 只有鄙夷
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh my   我不值得为你哭泣 我爱的人
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye goodbye... 一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见 再见
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye   一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见
It was always you that I despised   我对你 只有鄙夷
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh my   我不值得为你哭泣 我爱的人
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye goodbye... 一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见 再见
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye   一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见
It was always you that I despised   我对你 只有鄙夷
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh my   我不值得为你哭泣 我爱的人
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye goodbye... 一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见 再见
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye   一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见
It was always you that I despised   我对你 只有鄙夷
I don't feel enough for you to cry, oh my   我不值得为你哭泣 我爱的人
Here's a lullaby to close your eyes, goodbye goodbye... 一首摇篮曲阖上你的眼睛 再见 再见


004- they watch with closed eyes【彷徨】/古英语/Autumn Tears/LOVE POERMS FOR DYING CHILDREN：ACT I
Timeless,ageless,ethereal beauty
永恒，不朽，绮丽若天使
Bestow thy dark enchantment
赠与汝霄暗之魔法
Blissful death
那便是极乐的死亡
So begins the autumn dance
以秋之舞蹈为仪式
I awaken thee  
With my kiss  
用吾之吻唤醒汝
Shall they forever  
Be one with me  
他们能否永远与我合而为一
Dream of me, my children
为我而梦吧，亲爱的孩子们  
As I embrace thy sorrow  
当我拥抱着你们的伤痛
And take unto myself  
Thy kiss  
沉醉在你的吻中
I awaken thee  
我唤醒了你
Would they hold me as I wept?  
当我啜泣的时候，他们会在我身旁吗？
Would they dry my endless tears?
他们会擦干我无尽的泪水吗 ？
Would they kiss me as I died?
我死了，他们会亲吻我吗  
Would they love me as I am?
他们会爱我，就象我爱他们一样吗？


（依然没有试听，抱歉
04-破·终末之翼
母亲的血，溅落于灰暗的羽翼上
鲜红在空气中氧化，沉淀为浓墨般的黑
禁断的仪式终于完成
圣洁之灵从此蜕变
双翼被墨色浸染
圣灵被怨念束缚
亡魂将歌颂汝之威名
最末之天使——Denique Nigra

（试听仍旧缺失，囧）
005 -I Want Love (Studio Mix)【索求】/英语/Mary Elizabeth McGlynn/Silent Hill3 OST
Alright lets do this. 1...2...3...
一切准备就绪。1...2...3...
I want a cup that overflows with love although,
虽然我想要流淌满杯的爱，
it's not enough to fill my heart,  
但这是不足够去满足我的心
I want a barrel full of love although, I know
虽然我想要盛载满缸的爱，但我明白
it's not enough to fill my heart.
这仍然不足去满足我的心
I want a river full of love although, I know
虽然我想要流淌满河的爱，但我明白
the holes will still remain.
那心灵的空缺仍将无法填补
I need an ocean full of love although, I know  
虽然我需要让爱充积着大海，但我明白
the holes will still remain.
那心灵的空缺仍是无法填补
And the swiss cheese heart knows, all the kindness can fill its holes.
而我那无尽空虚的心明白，所有的仁爱能填补心灵的空缺
And love will dry my tears, as the pain disappears, yeah!
而爱则能带走我的眼泪，同样能让痛苦消失，Yeah！
I need a miracle and not someone's charity,
我只需要一点奇迹,但却没有人能够施舍
one drop of love from him and my heart's in ecstasy,
只要她给我点滴爱意，我的心就会迷恋其中
The heart that he's sending me is most likely ending me.
他传递给我的感情很可能会最终将我摧毁
I need a miracle and not someone's charity now....
我只需要一点奇迹,但现在却没有人能够施舍......
Fill up my heart with love, oh you'd be amazed at ,
让爱流遍我的心田,你将会感到惊讶
How little I need from him to feel complete here and now,
此时此地,我只要获得少许的爱就能感到满足
Stirring within me are these feelings I can't ignore,
我怎能对这种扰乱我心的感觉置之不顾
I need a miracle and that's what I'm hoping for.
我只需要一点我希望得到的奇迹
I need a miracle and not someone's charity,
我只需要一点奇迹,但却没有人能够施舍
one drop of love from him and my heart's in ecstasy.
只要她给我点滴爱意，我的心就会迷恋其中
The heart that he's sending me is most likely ending me,
他传递给我的感情很可能会最终将我摧毁
I need a miracle and not someone's charity now...  
我只需要一点奇迹,但现在却没有人能够施舍......
Anybody's love but his, will never fill this place within me now.
除了他任何人的爱，现在都无法填补在我心中的这片地方
You've got to give me what I need,  
现在你给我所需吧
to free my heart from misery.
让我的心从苦难之中得以解脱

005-rootless tree【背叛】/英语/Damien Rice/9
What I want from you is empty your head
我从你空洞的头脑中想到了什么
They say be true, don't stay in your bed
他们说是真的，不要再留在你的床上
We do what we need to be free
我们做的一切就是为什么我们需要获得自由
And it leans on me like a rootless tree
它对于我就像无根之木般渺茫
What I want from us is empty our minds
我从我们空空的头脑想到了什么
We fake the thoughts, and fracture the times
我们欺骗了思想打碎了时光
We go blind when we've needed to see
我们将盲掉当我们需要看一看的时候
And this leans on me, like a rootless...
这些倾向就像无根之木……
Fxck you, fxck you, **** you
你滚蛋，你滚蛋，你滚蛋
And all we've been through
我们将思考所有的一切
I said leave it, leave it, leave it
我说离开，离开，离开
There's nothing in you
这里没你什么事
And did you hate me, hate me, hate me,
你讨厌我吗，讨厌我，讨厌我
hate me so good
讨厌我非常好
That you just let me out, let me out, let me out
Of this hell when you're around
你只能让我出去这个地狱，让我出去，让我出去，当你在我身边
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
让我出去，让我出去，让我出去，当你在我身边
Let me out, let me out, let me out
让我出去，让我出去，让我出去
What I want from this
从这里我想到了什么
Is learn to let go
是学会放弃
No not of you
不是你
Of all that's been told
是所有的一切告诉我的
Killers re-invent and believe
杀手创造了并相信
And this leans on me, like a rootless...
这一切于我像无根...
Fxck you, fxck you, fxck you
And all we've been through
I said leave it, leave it, leave it
There's nothing in you
And did you hate me, hate me, hate me
hate me so good
That you just let me out, let me out, let me out
Of this hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Of this hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Fxck you, fxck you, love you
And all we've been through
I said leave it, leave it, leave it
It's nothing in you
And did you hate me, hate me, hate me
hate me so good
That you just let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around
Let me out, let me out, let me out
Hell when you're around 

（还是没有试听，岂可修
006-IS it real【崩坏】/英语/Scott Matthew/SEATBELTS Ask DNA
Figurines that fall like leaves then disappear,人偶尖叫着缓缓飘零
keep calling如腐叶入土般消失
Is it real? Is it real?这是真实？这是真实？
Dark machines that wheeze and breathe then mock the air,暗黑机械骇人地喘息轰鸣
appalling仿佛嘲笑着空气
What is real? What is real?何为真实？何为真实？
This world can really be too much这世界变化太复杂
I can't take another day我无法再呆哪怕一天之久
I guess that I've just had enough大概终于到达限界了吧
My mind's slipping far away意识正渐行渐远
I'm falling in and out of touch已经陷入沉沦与脱节
Could someone please explain?告诉我该如何是好？
Set my mind for open sky, but couldn't fly,将思绪放飞入广阔天空
so sadly却可悲地失去翅膀
What am I? What am I?我是何物？我是何物？
Sullen eyes shed teardrop lies then criticize,无神之眼流下谎言之泪
now laughing仿佛非难与嘲讽
What is real? What is real?何为真实？何为真实？
It's really all become too much这个世界变化如此之大
I'm not sure what I should feel我无法确认我感官正常
I guess I've finally had enough大概是终于达到极限
I don't know if this is real分不清虚幻与真实的边界
I'm crashing in and out of touch已经陷入崩溃与脱节
Can anyone explain?告诉我该如何是好？

006-No one is there【孤立】/英语/Sopor Aeternus/Dead Lovers' Sarabande face t
Now and then I'm scared,                                                 现在我感到恐惧
when I seem to forget how sounds become words or even sentences ...      当我似乎遗忘的声音成为了文字甚至审判
No, I don't speak anymore and what could I say,                          不，我再也不会开口，那些我可能会说的话
since no-one is there and there is nothing to say ...                    因为没有人在这里，这里什么也没有
So, I prefer to lie in darkest silence alone ...                         我更愿意独自躺在最黑暗的寂静中
listening to the lack of light, or sound, or someone to talk to,         聆听黑暗，是声音，是谁在低语
for something to share ...                                               为了分享什么
- but there is no hope and no-one is there.                              但是这里没有希望，没有人在这里
No, no, no ...- not one living soul and there is nothing (left) to say, 没有活着的灵魂，没有人发一言
in darkness I lie all alone by myself,                                   我独自躺在黑暗之中
sleeping most of the time to endure the pain.                            所有的时间中我在沉睡忍受这痛苦
I am not breathing a word,                                               我不发一言